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Thursday, April 19, 2007 / 8:06 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007 / 3:12 AM
Look at this face I know the years are showing Look at this life I still don't know where it's going I don't know much but I know I love you
And that may be all I need to know Look at these eyes they've never see what matter Look at these dreams so big and so better I don't know much but I know I love you And that may be all I need to know
So many questions still left unanswered So much, I've never broken through And when I feel you near me Sometimes I see so clearly The only truth I've ever known is me and you Look at this man so blessed with inspiration Look at this soul still searching for salvation
I don't know much but I know I love you And that maybe all I need to know I don't know much but I know I love you And that may be all I need to know I don't know much but I know I love you And that may be all I need to know.
Sunday, April 15, 2007 / 11:45 PM
i dont know much, but i know i love you. that will be all i need to know. Its been 5 days that his aint here. I got to say, absence indeed makes the heart grow fonder. i miss him so much.i'll prolly not let him off my sight the moment he comes back. And that is it. No more holiday trip and i mean it. And if jaanu darling is reading this.i am sorry, but i mean it no more holiday trip without me. Its been close to 4 months that i have been idling at home, with 3 adhoc jobs. I seriously need to get a full-time job till my fate of university acceptance or rejection letters enter my letter-box. Besides that, i sincerely hope our new maid that arrives, comes with good attitude and she better learn to stick her ass at my place. I mean we are such lovable employers. Agreed sometimes, we are kinda loud. But loud in a lively sense. While writing this entry, he called. he is sick. damn, he had fever, vomitting. damn i seriously hope he gets well soon.
Friday, April 13, 2007 / 8:23 AM
for once. for once after soo long, i feel basically contented with my life. its not that everything is going the way i want it too. sunita life can never the straight and direct way, but nevertheless i feel good. i have evolved. for the better or worse. that is not something for me to decide. the past few months were rocky for me. i mean there was a huge misunderstanding between the close one and me. My careless weird instinct that made me put a wrong foot into a myraid of problems that unfolded. The problems were there, but eventually the problem itself chose to give me a break. thank GOD that happened. now i fine. holding 3 jobs. all of which are student related. Proud to be working for a wonderful student organisation called Spiritmakers. You guys are great. :D soo far i have had 5 projects with them and it has gone pretty well. Admire Coach Edmund for his great student interaction skills. The way he commands the class. First class excellence. His wit and his iniquistive nature working with children, i got to say is something that i hope to strive towards. Definitely looking forward to work more with Spiritmakers. Besides that, i am filling in as a relief teacher at Kranji Primary School. Totally great experience i have got to say. It is alrite besides the morning rush to the school as they call u at 7.00am and ask you to be there by 7.25am,everything else is great. I am considering the fact that i might want to become a primary school teacher. Still weighing the odds though. I mean, the satisifaction i get, walking into the class and interacting with the children is just surplusly rewarding. My encounter with one of the primary six em3 class made me wanna be a teacher and make a difference. 3/4 of the students in the class have already given up the hope of wanting to achieve well in their studies. They were very active students and when i asked them whether was there ever a time, when a teacher came into class and never shouted at them. Their answers were NO. They were constantly scolded and they kinda had the mindset that they will never be able to achieve high. I made them do something during my few hours as their relief teacher. i hope whatever i made them do(a secret), i hope the reflect it and reach their goals. I want to reach out these kind of student. No one is born a loser or an under-achiever. Maybe it is easier for me to understand how they feel because i was or maybe i am going through something like them.
I really hope i get a place in the university i applied for. but looking at the odds of it. I dont think i stand a chance. But no worries, if this university application acceptance fail. i aint going to give up. i know what i want and i will achieve it.
Btw my the other half is off to india for holidays. damn i am feeling freaking lonely. i have never been soo far away from him before.well at least its a good training i guess for NS :D
Dont seek for something that you want badly. Stop seeking and eventually you will get it.
Saturday, January 06, 2007 / 7:31 AM
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word, you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall You say it best.. when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define What's been said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall You say it best.. when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all X2 (You say it best when you say nothing at allYou say it best when you say nothing at all..) The smile on your face The truth in your eyes The touch of your hand Let's me know that you need me..
I yearn to see the smile on ur face. i yearn to see you through your heart. my heart has already been ripped open.there is nothing much i can do about mine. maine tumse hayt kerti hu.
Monday, November 27, 2006 / 8:08 PM
time. waste. me. for. you.
Saturday, November 18, 2006 / 11:08 PM
i hate myself for loving you tOO much.
i hate myself for wanting too much.
you, i know hate me for caring too much.
you, i know dont care abt me wen you got ur frends all that much
i have to see how much i can tolerate,
i have to see how much you can ignore.
maybe its just me being too loving,
maybe its just u that takes love wen needed
and shove it awayz wen u gotten enough.
Saturday, November 04, 2006 / 9:59 PM
movie till dawn,
promises that fall,
waiting at nite,for that one very call.
wenever it comes,you say i m overboard.
but neber did u realise
its close to 24 hrs without talk.
maybe its me,
who is fresh to all
maybe its you,
who tink i m constantly there
well watever it is.
i love u all so much
Thursday, October 05, 2006 / 8:48 AM
welcome back. gee that sounds lame.. anyways its sweet to see nice tags from frends..schools started and yeah its FUN... spelled F-U-N.. welcome back whacky sessions, welcome back wonderful lectures, pracs and tutorials. beyond this line, someone mite just pause and say.. how much more can this writer praise school.
hahaz thats besides the point. i seriously missed school. okie thats enuf emphasis i guess.
Next..dear debating has started too. and guess what my ever soo close to my teeth braces are making my life easier in my pronouncation. I CANT ARTICULATE WORDS clearly if i speak too fast. and in debates u need to speak relatively at a faster pace once in a while. its make a whole world of difference without those braces.. and i dun think its near completion..the doctor bluff me.. sobs sobs..
Anywayz lifes been cool soo far..nicey lovey romance.. :) (up to ya to interpret) and i think i gotten somewhat right on track..but then i feel something is still amiss, and i think i can put on my finger on it.. its just that i dunnoe how to go abt to fully achieving it..
arghz...got to make use of the brain cells again :O..
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 / 6:22 PM
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call but I couldn't fight itI guess I was weak and couldn't even hide itand so I surrender just to hear your voiceI know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out youand maybe someone else is standing there beside youbut there's something baby that you need to knowthat deep inside me I feel like I'm dyingI have to see you it's all that I'm asking.Vida, give me back my fantasiesthe courage that I need to livethe air that I breathecarino mio, my world becomes so emptymy day's are so cold and lonelyand each night I tastethe purest of pain.I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every daythat it didn't hurt me when you walked awaybut to tell you the truth I can't find my wayand deep inside me I feel like I'm dyingI have to see you it's all that I'm asking.Vida, give me back...
love this song..hahaz well it does carry some meaning..thank you for the past three days :P
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 / 3:10 AM
Holidays wee 2 more days and its the holiday for me. trust me the past 5 mths was the most torturous months of my life..before you go..ya rite most torturous.theresgot to be things that have been way worse. let me remind you. humans cant remember pain for long. they tend to forget it as time goes by. thats the reason why a lady doesnt mind getting pregnant many times even though labour hurts. ppl dun mind getting tattoos more than once..even though it screams the living hell out of you. and lastly ppl love one time after another. even though heart break hurts. well a few mths down the road i mite forget this bitter painful experience. but for now..yupz..anywayz i cant wait for the holidays. there are soo many things that i wanna do. i wanna learn. first i wanna build a website.i wanna take henna art classes. i wanna get a new labtop. i wanna go get a new haircut. i wanna go for a swim.
Friday, June 30, 2006 / 2:05 AM
i feel as though i am like an extra abnormal species. i feel so out of place. maybe its because of my personality or maybe it just that some people just dont click.Its coming to the 11 week of my attachement and yet i feel a stranger to the place. i feel i don't fit in. i feel inferior. every single step i do i feel pressured.can it be forgiven because its the first time or its it a no excuse situation? i doubt my capabilities.i am no longer confident of myself. i am turning an introvert. or questioning again was i one to begin with. maybe i mistoke myself or was being mistaken that i was a loud person. i am changing; thats for a fact. a blessing or a curse. slightly more patient i have evolved.but whats the cause of it. is it because i m generally more patient or is it because i careless of the situation around me? why am i such a dumb ass? argh... enough of this stupidity.hahaz well i guess thats how life is? can i once be gd in something? why do i give the impression to people that i am dumb? hmmz i m not dumb.can one be absolutely dumb? i dunnoe whats happening, i hope i can grow and not be trap in this introvent cocoon. change sunita change..ps: thanks to piggy fer all the love and care.:)
Sunday, April 09, 2006 / 11:15 PM
feeling jealous for something that wasnt mine to begin with. i have gotta learn to stop it all. Its not mine, will neber be mine and neber was mine in the first place. i sincerely feel that i was kinda very stoopid individual to do what i did.next time i gotta learn to be not soo helpful and nice anymore coz its not all worth it sunita.. nevertheless its all over and part of me can proudly say i m over it. claps for me. gOd indeed has many ways manifested to show me things that i need to see in order to realise the pain of eternity. as i read words of the passage i being to realise ur evil doing and my stoopid following. that sounded wrong la..but i m just to lazy.
anywayz someone has been touching places of my heart that i m afraid to reveal.. not knowing what to do, i choose to keep low and try to conceal. maybe it mite work, maybe it mite be. but till then its had to reveal.
i am actually lost for words to continue the poem, if the words do come to mind, i will feel them in.meanwhile i just got lotsa going on in me that i guess enuf blogging fer today.:)
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.