i feel as though i am like an extra abnormal species. i feel so out of place. maybe its because of my personality or maybe it just that some people just dont click.Its coming to the 11 week of my attachement and yet i feel a stranger to the place. i feel i don't fit in. i feel inferior. every single step i do i feel pressured.can it be forgiven because its the first time or its it a no excuse situation? i doubt my capabilities.i am no longer confident of myself. i am turning an introvert. or questioning again was i one to begin with. maybe i mistoke myself or was being mistaken that i was a loud person. i am changing; thats for a fact. a blessing or a curse. slightly more patient i have evolved.but whats the cause of it. is it because i m generally more patient or is it because i careless of the situation around me? why am i such a dumb ass? argh... enough of this stupidity.hahaz well i guess thats how life is? can i once be gd in something? why do i give the impression to people that i am dumb? hmmz i m not dumb.can one be absolutely dumb? i dunnoe whats happening, i hope i can grow and not be trap in this introvent cocoon. change sunita change..ps: thanks to piggy fer all the love and care.:)