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Thursday, April 19, 2007 / 8:06 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007 / 3:12 AM
Look at this face I know the years are showing Look at this life I still don't know where it's going I don't know much but I know I love you
And that may be all I need to know Look at these eyes they've never see what matter Look at these dreams so big and so better I don't know much but I know I love you And that may be all I need to know
So many questions still left unanswered So much, I've never broken through And when I feel you near me Sometimes I see so clearly The only truth I've ever known is me and you Look at this man so blessed with inspiration Look at this soul still searching for salvation
I don't know much but I know I love you And that maybe all I need to know I don't know much but I know I love you And that may be all I need to know I don't know much but I know I love you And that may be all I need to know.
Sunday, April 15, 2007 / 11:45 PM
i dont know much, but i know i love you. that will be all i need to know. Its been 5 days that his aint here. I got to say, absence indeed makes the heart grow fonder. i miss him so much.i'll prolly not let him off my sight the moment he comes back. And that is it. No more holiday trip and i mean it. And if jaanu darling is reading this.i am sorry, but i mean it no more holiday trip without me. Its been close to 4 months that i have been idling at home, with 3 adhoc jobs. I seriously need to get a full-time job till my fate of university acceptance or rejection letters enter my letter-box. Besides that, i sincerely hope our new maid that arrives, comes with good attitude and she better learn to stick her ass at my place. I mean we are such lovable employers. Agreed sometimes, we are kinda loud. But loud in a lively sense. While writing this entry, he called. he is sick. damn, he had fever, vomitting. damn i seriously hope he gets well soon.
Friday, April 13, 2007 / 8:23 AM
for once. for once after soo long, i feel basically contented with my life. its not that everything is going the way i want it too. sunita life can never the straight and direct way, but nevertheless i feel good. i have evolved. for the better or worse. that is not something for me to decide. the past few months were rocky for me. i mean there was a huge misunderstanding between the close one and me. My careless weird instinct that made me put a wrong foot into a myraid of problems that unfolded. The problems were there, but eventually the problem itself chose to give me a break. thank GOD that happened. now i fine. holding 3 jobs. all of which are student related. Proud to be working for a wonderful student organisation called Spiritmakers. You guys are great. :D soo far i have had 5 projects with them and it has gone pretty well. Admire Coach Edmund for his great student interaction skills. The way he commands the class. First class excellence. His wit and his iniquistive nature working with children, i got to say is something that i hope to strive towards. Definitely looking forward to work more with Spiritmakers. Besides that, i am filling in as a relief teacher at Kranji Primary School. Totally great experience i have got to say. It is alrite besides the morning rush to the school as they call u at 7.00am and ask you to be there by 7.25am,everything else is great. I am considering the fact that i might want to become a primary school teacher. Still weighing the odds though. I mean, the satisifaction i get, walking into the class and interacting with the children is just surplusly rewarding. My encounter with one of the primary six em3 class made me wanna be a teacher and make a difference. 3/4 of the students in the class have already given up the hope of wanting to achieve well in their studies. They were very active students and when i asked them whether was there ever a time, when a teacher came into class and never shouted at them. Their answers were NO. They were constantly scolded and they kinda had the mindset that they will never be able to achieve high. I made them do something during my few hours as their relief teacher. i hope whatever i made them do(a secret), i hope the reflect it and reach their goals. I want to reach out these kind of student. No one is born a loser or an under-achiever. Maybe it is easier for me to understand how they feel because i was or maybe i am going through something like them.
I really hope i get a place in the university i applied for. but looking at the odds of it. I dont think i stand a chance. But no worries, if this university application acceptance fail. i aint going to give up. i know what i want and i will achieve it.
Btw my the other half is off to india for holidays. damn i am feeling freaking lonely. i have never been soo far away from him before.well at least its a good training i guess for NS :D
Dont seek for something that you want badly. Stop seeking and eventually you will get it.
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.