hmmz today, was the sickess day i ever had in sch. I am damn embrassed manz. I practically lost my face in the entire t16 thanks to a wonderful person. damn. i cldnt believe he did what he did. Well u dun expect me to just shut if someone were to fiddle with my 95$ bag and a bag full of sentiments ritez. he literally took out all the contents of my bag and mishandled them. Bad sia.felt soo hurt. and wat was the reason. coz i played a fooled when giving the chocolate. that was cOOl manz. common la. dun be bad to me. see what i have done for u. which gal will be like that after all that has happened? hmmz guess no one will see this at all. no one. hahaz true la.. i m not a gal, not yet a woman. still in between. all need is time a moment that tells it all. sad manz.
i am feeling super sad and all out of focus today. My head's behaving as though its going to burst or better still explode into pieces. I have been studying soo hard aiming for the A's. reallie hope i can get thru this examz without getting a mental breakdown.
maybe its not the right time in ur case. maybe its this.maybe its that. i dunnoe wats going on. I hate love and hate the thought that i ever loved.i dunnoe why ppl can easily whack u on the face and tell u that u aint ready fer all this. i dun understand why do ppl fall in love at the first place. the emotional satification, the emotional completeness, the desire to have another half. the flare to go around telling people that they are attached? what the real meaning? what is love? its is just the chemical reaction that two human beings of the opposite sex have. the creation of GOD to have a sense of attraction to the opposite sex, to mate and to carry on the breed? is that what it is? i dunnoe..
I can blog now coz i finally have time. i think its just for today. I am sick. down with a bad flu. I think the sleepless night and the late nights doing assignments has made me sick. hope i get well soon enuf coz examz is just next week :(
What am i to say?