Saturday, January 28, 2006 / 1:03 AM
I dont noe why i feel a sudden surge of happiness in my life now.I aint bragging or what.. But it seems complete.. Complete in the terms that i aint faking to myself or i aint putting up a smile or what.. i am happy, i seriously am. Starting to believe the phrase, behind a woman's happiness lies a man, behind every man's happiness lies a woman? hahaz... Not contesting on the fact that anyone needs a man or woman to be happy but...sometimes its juz the case aye?
My life seems sorted out.. I know where i m heading to and what i gonna achieve in the long run. Damn the feeling is so satisfying having a total non disaster life fer once. Well i juz feel happy and aint really sure how to the pen it down. But thanks fer all u have done...
Tuesday, January 17, 2006 / 6:26 AM
damn i m suppose to be doing my writing fer publication essay and here i m blogging..heck manz..somehow or rather i find it more enlighting to write about my life than doing assignment. tsk tsk. thats bad aint it. well well, i havent been blogging fer long.. and thats not coz i m utterly bored wif my life, but its juz that i aint into the blogging mood lately. well i m here now. reallie hope i will make a complete entry today..hmmz let me see. where shall i begin
i m going gugu gaga. gee i reallie wished i was a baby all together again.wee a baby. Note lets compare the difference a baby and a young adult. well there are cons of being a baby but then the pros over prevails them. let me start listing
1) u can cry wen u are hurt, hungry, wet and guess wat..theres ALWAYZ tlc round the corner. i m serious here.. wail abit and u see the young adult souls surrounding u and easing ur pain. But but if u are young adult..u cry the society looks at ya and nods and say...u are learning well child :( damn thats out right true but a little tlc wont kill ritez?
2) u can bite and beat when in frustrated.no adverse effect.no revenge.
try easing ur frustration as an adult...u will definitely get whacked back. either literally or verbally..both of which is utterly painful.
3) all u have to say is gugu gaga and guess what everyone god-likely is able to get wat u mean
try gugu-gagaing now?hmmz even wen u speak ENGLISh... sometimes ppl mite mistaken u or simply juz not understand u at all.
4) u get to drink milk b4 bedtime and turn in early.. now u drink assignment and drain brain juice and u slp well EARLy.. that is early in the wee hrs of the morning..
now now..i have juz listed one of the many best highlight of being a baby again..hehez well juz fantasy..lovehatez= fantasy... juz like someone love telling me...
basically i m in a rather obvilion state. i noe where i m heading but aint reallie at ease at where my emotions are heading. theres not reallie a big big problem its juz me i guess. have been missing eerm.. as days pass by i m missing alot more..damn..no its not affecting my studies but then once in a while i feel this surge and long surge of longness. why? whats happening. each nite i stare,stare at the one thing that mite be the cure to my longness...and shall continue staring. is there something wrong or maybe there isnt. time will tell..
gee, well will be helping out in spinnovex..woOhoo...superman keeps on yacking that i m not doing it fer a noble and honest cause...and said i was bad.YEAH i m bad..i m doing it fer another reason..so wat. thats fer a honest n noble cause aint it..hehez..well maybe i wont be that lucky enuf or maybe i am to catch glimpse or errm..*coughS* i reallie hope ms or mr fate will help me out here..woHHoo u guys listening..quit ur holidaying and give this gal a helping hand manz.
besides that lets see..in love wif the song by sugar babes..push da button..damn sweet and nice..hehez okie okie..i think i m being blogging enuf fer tonite..back to my brain draining life.. muahaha hahahaha..MISS YOU...DAMN it..MISS U!! take care alrite..and i shall be back wif more tales or my borIng yet interesting life
Monday, January 16, 2006 / 9:37 AM
i need you; when will you come to me?
i see you; when will you look back at me?
i miss you; when will you start missing me?
i love you; will you ever stop loving me?
plz dun stop, coz if u do i will _____________________
damn still cant think of anything to fill it up..will be back to fill in the blanks
Saturday, January 14, 2006 / 5:44 AM
Finally i have decided to blOg manz...
weLL theres Lotsa crapz yet fun stuff happening in my life :)
first thing first... finally my waist is 24 inches...wOoHoO...24...24!! okie okie i m going crazy...
besides that...let me see.. feeling damn happy yet very tired..having lotsa problem at working place manz.. arghz....kena picked on like nobody business :(
Tuesday, January 10, 2006 / 4:02 AM
obvilion to a point where i aint sure where am i really heading.
am not sure if this route is gonna get me to where i wanna be at.
maybe its juz they way the route is path by someone
Sunday, January 08, 2006 / 12:51 AM
i miss you.
Thursday, January 05, 2006 / 11:28 PM
Every now and then i fall apart. hahaz this the first time i m crying in 2006....
Nothing i can do, a total eclipse of the heart.
Its hard to believe wats happening to me. i myself am in a semi confused, superly blurred out state.. really wish i can juz get my tiny little fingers on the prOblem. if there is one that is.
i m juz gonna pen down everything here...no one seems to reallie understand and get what i m reallie feeling inside or how this tiny small little mind is running. gOsh i wished he tried to understand or at least tried to open up. okie..this is solely my side of feelings, basically pouring based on what this not even wHole heart is feeling and the mind is speaking.
I am NOT asking u to constantly be there fer me. i noe u cant. u need to accomplish other stuff.I FULLY UNderstand.NOPE i will neber have any second tots. I neber did!!! but juz tell me..why wen u see me, wen i say hi. u dun do anything? hmmz are u shY? if u are, i understand..but i m kinda shy toO....but then comes the sms.nowades u hardly reply back..unless its abt ur prJ...not even a good nite reply frm u. wenever i msged u a gd nite sms, i wil wait all nite. i mean it all nite to see if u do reply back. if i fall aslp, i will catch a wink at my handPhone ever hr. juz to see...did my angel reply me back...I AINT asking fer the fancy gd nite sms.
a simply. gd nite.
gd nite and juz that will do.u dun have to spell good out. hmmz.am i a burden to u? i reallie wanna learn abt u. i wanna be wif u. i noe u are my angel. but angel ur guardian is waiting fer ya.
i hope our date on the 4th of feb is still on.i reallie wanna learn abt ya on that day.open up to me my angel.i need u to do sO..i need to learn.we need to chat on the pHone oready
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.