Saturday, April 23, 2005 / 8:56 AM
dreams are not those that we see with our eyes, for
dreams are wat the
mind and soul see.okie dun really know whether that makes sense or not.but thats juz that..Something of which i stumbled upon today.I wasn't gonna blog today,but all of sudden i felt some feelings that i shldn't and thought i should write it down instead of just bottling it all up.
I actually feel a
surge as such of
missing someone,miss the hugs n kisses,the sweet nothings..well aLL of a sudden i miss him
aLOt..seriously i dont know when i will kick him off my mind,after all he did..Haiz..well maybe somethings are juz meant to be where they are.and maybe i have to get it straight that he was
once part of me and i
cant simply remove him out of me..sO much so that i feel like LoOking at his letters,sms and photos.Hmmz controlling myself sOO darn hard manz.
Sometimes when i see the problems and troubles around me,i come to see that mines juz a minor teeny weeny problem and that is when i am to tell myself to let it all go,hahaz however when i m all alone,sitting in my rOOm memories just flash back and now it seems that my lOss is a great one.In my own world its a huge problem,in the real world,its juz another ordinary problem..qns still run in my mind on why did it have to be me, when will he tell the truth..wHy was it aLL
fake..and answer i can get,however i chOose not to seek the answers for the fear that the
truth might hurt. I think i have somewhat decided that i shall juz leave it as it is and swallow down the fact that i will never have the answers. actually i have sOO much more stuff to write down,but i think this shall be enough for today??
anywayz on a lighter more cheerful note,going for class chalet later in the evening..unfortunately the response is kinda bad,but i feel that u guys shld keep to ya promises, u guys were sOO enthu of turning up and now whats this manz??well watever it is,we gonna have fun..and the rest hope u guys have fun in watever u guys are doIng..
Okie i gtg now..wanna go and catch my winks..nitey nite.. =D
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
