I am actually getting sick n tired of this..but aint able to let it all go till i have the f***king reason..sorry abt the language just kinda pist...hmmz accidently opened "the" folder in my hp today..and since i opened it i decided to read thru all the smses again..hahaz instead of feeling those loving feeling i used to get...Now all i feel is anger n sadness..the smses din show a slightly bit of an act...it was soo natural n true...aint gonna crap abt that...BUT seriously...PLS for juz this once.CAN I KNOW THE TRUTH FRM U?DUN U feel slightest bit guilty or slightest bit hurt...ITS not possible to do all u do it and say u din feel at all...if u were acting u wldnt be soo passionate like you were..PLZ JUZ this once...Lifes have been unfair to me...but at least let me know the reason for it being sOO...plz...with the reason i can seriously carry on full on with my life...and not alwayz having that small little part of me crying inside...hahaz...lolz...