usually in our everyday life,everyone out there either let out their feelings or supress their feelings to either let ppl know or to let no one know.
i am in a position now that i cant let any feelings flow out no matter how much i want them to juz flow out naturally.thats how i really feel.well since i cant show it in real life.well at least i can write it out. wat i honestly feel deep inside of me.its juz gonna be my soul feelings.wat is deep rock bottom inside of me.aint offending anyone here k.
scenario--> i am falling for this cute little guy**tigger**..he is soo sweet and soo nice to be ard. i feel so secure and comfortable with him.take today for an eg. i havent met him for 2 days and suddenly felt like meeting him.so i went down to his working place..before that i was feeling soo low at hm.was at totally rock bottom on the mood-o-meter today.muz be the mood swings.but wen i saw him today i felt soo gd deep inside.it was like small little sparks igniting inside of me wen i saw his cute little dashing smile and those lovable eyes. argh deep inside i felt like pinching his chin manz. but hell i had to control ;) oh ya he looked super nice and macho in uniform.the black pants..so sleek..nice ;)
fer the past few daes i have been feeling very lost.i read his blog and realise that he still wanna go back. sad.lost.scared. but then if thats wat gonna make him happy that ma ybe thats wat will eventually happen.wat makes him happy makes me happy tOO..sadly the past few daes,me kinda feel that hes trying to shun awayz from me, or maybe he's juz too tired.maybe,maybe not.every nite i yearn to hear his voice b4 i go to bed. juz that few mins of his voice is all i need. hahaz habit i guess, a sweet yet lethal habit.but loving it.. :)
bought a baby tigger and piglet. they are soo soo sweet manz..hahaz soo small..LOlz... hahaz reminds me of T*p*i*G*G*L*e*t*R.
bottom line..i guess i m falling in love. something i aint sure whether i can do. dont noe that if i were to fall,will the person on the other end catch me? a risk to take or a step not to take yet to regret later? i miss him alot. i miss his tickles. i miss his smile.i miss him.oops sudenly having sharp pangs in my head. OUCH...hahaz lolz... wonder y.thinking to much perhasp. or maybe juz too tired.watever it is...hoping he mite call tonite...missing his voice..true.innocently.waiting.surely.
well i have finally poured my dear heart out. note this is juz my personal feelings. nothing else. not written to make ppl feel bad or sad or angry. this is juz how LovehaTez feels inside. juz letting it all out..
pz Hope to see ya soon.and hope things get easy fer ya.
me gtg now..
**pigLet**
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
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