here i m at rock bottom coz i have lost someone that i was starting or in fact fell in love with oready.note its my definition of falling in love..diff ppl diff perspective..
i think falling rock bottom aint enuf la... i need to be dug deep into the ground now. got a msg frm devi-> my ex's girlfriend.AFTER 10 mths,she wrote to apologize..haiz..10 mths to realise a mistake and apologize on his behalf...common if its apology i seek..it shld be frm him manz..not frm his gal. he make the thing.gal apologize? well i dun think he is slightest bit sorry. well heck ...wat the hell can i do? besides sitting down n cry on how shitty my life can get.
my life==> an open cut that juz get stabbed deeper each time and neber ever the sight of it closing up. others have cuts but eventually they will close and heal leaving a scar--> ie memories.hahaz soo lucky.
feeling extra shitty now...coz i got no where to run to...no open arms NO NTH.trust me it sucks to be in this situation.u like someone and yet that sumone doesnt like u.its all gone...juz in the snap of the finger. maybe i m juz too gd to be true thats y ppl are afraid to stay on.? well but thats juz me....haiz... i missing u alot... u noe whu i mean..sadly all i can do,is to seal everything up and hope fer the best fer ya. dun worry,u will get wat u want...i m sure...u are a super nice guy...even though the saying goes that nice guys finish last..u will finish it with wat u want juz rite next to ya.gd lucK...
as fer me...i have to search fer my emotional strength.dun think i can go thru it again alone...mite take a longer time...but i dunnoe if i will fully recover...GOD knows...
birthdae in 2 daes...and i m in this all f***ked up mood.
anyways its in the bleak hrs of morning..i need to slp...if not i will go crazy...
*piglet*
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
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