feelings,emotions,heart--> aspects of life that we cant live without and can really live with. being 18 yrs of age i have been thru quite abit of life and seen people live thru it. life--> something that keeps us going on..something that blossoms like roses fer others and something that withers awayz juz. wat is life..scientic explaination is juz a one plus one theory of it. but wat exactly happens in life no one knows. NO one have been the same exact situation with any one else. everyone is caught up in the own realm of happiness and sorrows. thats why wen one falls into a deep problem.no one actually has a ready made solution.we have to go thru it..live thru it and learn from it..often time it will be a coarse road.FUll of bumps here and there...or made a strike of lighting too.but thats juz make us stronger inevitably. in life there to two kind of people.one of those are the ones that in their entire lifetime,stick to one fixed routine. and the other kind are the ones that in their one lifetime do everything they can. those that chose to stick to their routine are those that often fearful to face problems or to stay denial to all things that happen to them.all they wish could happen would be for the problems that arise to slowly slip awayz. common basic facts, problems happen to make u stronger,running awayz makes things even more worse.I know its hard to face with the problems face to face but its obviously a way better choice that juz to remain mumb,aint it?they cease to remember that their act of keeping quiet and running awayz,might be hurting another soul.its like.facing the prob once equates to falling one time hard..than procrastinate that equates to falling down a million times slolwy..which is much more better in a long run? falling down once hard,hurts the butt lots more,but no doubt u deal wif the issue once and fer all. u deal with it.eventually putting it to a close.. falling down million times forcing u become weaker each time and not knowing when it will come to an end. it hurts 999,999 times more..and this small bits of hurt will accumulate and stay as a million scars.
once i got told of by a loved one. "i have no interest in you,will never have interest in you, never had interest in you, soo fuck OFF" hmmz wen those words pierced my ears i was like what the hell.i cursed and sweared the person,but now looking back...no doubt wat that person did was utterly wrong but it made me fall once..a hard one.. rather than i get small bits and pieces of that message which will hurt more and more.. maybe that just my personal preference.but yeah..maybe some ppl prefer it slow? looking in my everyday life, there are very few out there that think like me.. often time, i see people blaming and pointing fingers at one another when problems strike their lifes.i dunnoe how they can simply push all the blame wen that they are part of it. dun they get a sense of guilt when they do that? everyone blames everyone else. but maybe the problem juz lies in those very individuals. take a scenario, a classic scenario.. a team of 4 students, doing their project.project's due in a few days,and member D hasnt start on his/her work yet.Note member D starts complaining that member a,b,c hasnt helped him/her in a small part of the work.and then that member din bother to start work at all. LOOk member d is blaming others fer his/her part that he failed to start upon.see. everyone blames the other.but no one is willing to take the blame. member shld blame his/her self fer not trying to seek him frm another source when help wasnt given straight awayz.the member chose to depend on another.wen will ppl start to realise that we aint living on one another in terms of getting work done?
LOVEhATEZ.... LOVE TO HATE OR HATE TO LOVE..hmmz my trademark now.this is a first.me in a confused state when it comes to the matters of the heart..its a super long story and REALLY hope it gets sorted out REAL fast...hahaz lolz..well now juz living each day as it comes..fun,sad,angry,fear all at once.thats more like it gal.wats a day without sadness,filled with happiness, a day without happiness,filled with sadness,a day without anger filled with sadness,a day with any of those missing,aint a day at all... ***piGleT***
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
