what the hell manz.i feel like a bloddy asshole..i feel soo fucked up.i feel sooo not me.till to the point i nit pick on everything i see and everything that irritates me.to the point that i injured a friend.argh i feel soo argh. i m sooo sorry wat the hell manz.how can i do this.how can i become like that manz?i m soo sorry. i m not myself.sorrie sorrie.argh i cant take it anymore. i wanna run awayz.take me awayz someone.i had enuf of pain.no calls.no sms.i guess thats really it la.forever. i dunnoe how my times i console myself.i m sick of it.its gone n gone forever.no point wanting it back.it neber stay.i m alwayz used for temp.soo i gotta learn to become permanent.i m self inflicting pain so self ease the pain i m feeling.enUf enUf....I WANt it away.\I miss you.U dun.U dun care.i cant see and take it anymore.wherever u are.i hope u are pleased n happy.hope u take care...and ya.cyaz.