I can blog now coz i finally have time. i think its just for today. I am sick. down with a bad flu. I think the sleepless night and the late nights doing assignments has made me sick. hope i get well soon enuf coz examz is just next week :(
i m missing him dearly. OUch...damn it really hurt. Though the mask is working well, sometimes to the extend even i myself cant look through it, there are moments that the mask needs its break. wHy oh why did he do what he did. i had it all planned. or set out and "BoOmed" he dropped a BoOm.the question that lingers in me- why start it at first. why say that i was too precious to lose and then walk awayz? fer the best of urself? gee why did u think it thru at the first place aye? i dunnoe la. i think i have been immuned to this kinda case that to me its normal. Normal but yet pain staking. each time the dagger sinking through me deeper n deeper :( i thought u were different. i tot u meant it all. i tot u will stay forever. i loved u. i liked u. i need u. but guess it back to square one. nothing i do is going to change reality. sad but true.
as fer now, i m damn scared to ever fall in love again. this is serious. i m damn scared. i think even if the right one like everyone seems to be saying comes i mite just not let him in. sorry manz. i think i aint having a heart anymore that can be broken by another one.
as for him. i stay long for u. i still miss u. i still like u. thats for sure. though i dunnoe how u feel towards me but sometimes ur actions can tell,i still ponder why u are reacting this way now.
going to have my examz soon and gonna get all A's and B's. nothing else. or maybe distinctions yup. lost my motivator but aint going lose my motivation that easily..hahaz how ironic, he doesnt even noe that he was my motivator and the reason i am performing considerably well this semester. hehez ok i think i shall go n take a nap to ease my bad flu. till then. i shall be missing n loving. :(
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
