maybe its not the right time in ur case. maybe its this.maybe its that. i dunnoe wats going on. I hate love and hate the thought that i ever loved.i dunnoe why ppl can easily whack u on the face and tell u that u aint ready fer all this. i dun understand why do ppl fall in love at the first place. the emotional satification, the emotional completeness, the desire to have another half. the flare to go around telling people that they are attached? what the real meaning? what is love? its is just the chemical reaction that two human beings of the opposite sex have. the creation of GOD to have a sense of attraction to the opposite sex, to mate and to carry on the breed? is that what it is? i dunnoe..
to me, my love life is a piece of shit. gee people think that i m some kinda gal that is attached but hell no i m not. i dunnoe la..hmmz wat ppl see me manz. my first love, turned a cheat.. then the other went awayz back to where he came from and the last one that i tot was mine forever juz walked all over me>> for the reason i still seek. unfortunately or fortunately its him that i still seek, its him i still need and its him i still wanna be with. ironic. and wen i tell this to my frends, or frend, they seem utterly shock. hmmz seriously i wonder where are those frends that truly understand u from within? cant u guys see i m wearing a bLOody mask and its not something good to begin with. hmmz guys help me out of it manz. but nope..no one cares. common sunita, u are living in a world where to each is it own. no one will care. soo fish out of the state u are and move on. gee see how easy it was to type it out. imagine the amt of pain it will take to exercise it out. hmmz i reallie dunnoe wat do. the one i seek never cares a single bit, aint coming back to me. not even anywhere close to me. gee i m jinx. WELL maybe its not the rite time.BLOODy hell if its not the rite time then why have i fallen 3 times. my impatient act i guess.FISH la..well fingers will still point at me. i m alwayz the bad one. well to someone i m mS meany now. hahaz but how u expect me to be all sugary wen its happened again.hello i too have something called emotions and feelings. dun tell me u remain unaffected wen pain and sorrow is inflicted on u?? ppl change. most often fer the worse.. but i just cant help it, i m becoming less sweet. i m sorry.. but well thats just me. i dunnoe what to do. i m in the mask and will remain in it. no one is kind enuf to help me lift it up or maybe no one bothers. hahaz as fer love. it will remain a question unsolved to me. i have alwayz been the one providing emotionals support to everyone, and still do. BUt where is mine?? i await fer u??
wen will my turn come fer that nice beach stroll? the sweet nothings? the roses? the flowers? the chocolates and the unconditional love?? ITS NOT THE RIGHT TIME AS easy as u can say it. but wen will it be true. the true one i seek and not anyone that wats to play. I M TIRED. GET IT. I AM TIRED. TIRED TO THE MAX...
now i wanna make frends. alots of guys frends..but ppl think i m doing soo to have flings n blah. precisely NO one understands me. well that all i have now. if got any stoopid mistakes be it grammer or spelling..sorry i m JUZ TO lazy to check again
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
