today.3 mar. the end of my semestral examz. the end of my second year in poly. imagine that. two years of my life spent in poly. the amount of sweat i sweat out. the amount of hours i spent dwelling and rushing on projects. the times i cracked up in school. and the time i spent with my dear frends val,hasyer,senthil and all. sure thing that time passes damn fast. Its the holidays now. finally i can dig out moments n bits and pieces of my life that came to standstill due to examz.Oh god.dealing with them will be a hassel dun u think? fixing a broken heart. fixing a bulging stomach.fixing a flawed face ful of pimples and marks and not forgetting doing things that i alwayz wanted to do. I am going to make this holiday one that is resourceful and one that will recuperate myself to a fully mobile sunita once again. one that is no longer in pain or in sorrow. gee sounds like some kinda stupid motto.nevertheless it makes sense for me.
as i m typing here, i feel a surge of longness.theres something that i long for, and yet i noe i mite neber be able to get it forever or maybe i mite someday. why does the human soul miss, why does it long. what is the need to miss and long? we came down on earth as one lone soul, then why do we start to develop feelings and start missing another? is that what we were destined to do? to love and miss? to love and cry? and eventually to love and love? something i shall wait for time to teach me? like how it has been doing to me? well time will definitely tell ahz. meantime i shall just try to chill.be frendly and live life as much as i can enjoy it to be..
hmmz besides that i have lotsa stuff on my hands now. FIrstly i soo desperately wanna get a TAN!!i dunnoe why, suddenly i find that getting tan seems cOolz. i want a nice tan though i have no idea on how to go about getting it : sadz.. besides that i gotta train fer debates hard. i want to go for australs. coz i wanna get A for my cca and on top of it increase my experience. next i have this environmental competition going on. gee and we had one free rider but he got kicked off the wagon. soo that equates to us having more freaking work to do. COmmon i just ended my examz. i have been studying 3 weeks straight like an ass and now i got to prep fer this competition.: tired!
well looking forward to 16 march. a trip too see my favourite. to see mickey mouse and the entire disney family..woOhoo, gonna be a child again.. no wait, i have alwayz been a child:bLurz... just keeping my fingers cross that the person i am suppose to be going with still goes with me.. yupz.
anywayz this is all that i have fer now. feeling damn tired. and just wanna go n cuddle into a bOOk. gee thats a first fer a lOng period of time. and maybe juz snooze awayz dreaming about u.dreaming abt me.
till then bUaiz
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
