Friday, March 24, 2006 / 5:12 PM
oh gosh.i didnt expected the feelings to come back once again. i thought,well i really did thought that i could erase it all. But guess what, a song that played on the radio, brought everything back to life again. my dil goes mmm. indeed my dil is going mmm now. as i sit down n think abt what i did in the past, steps i took, actions that i played i realise i was actually very naive so to say. i often ask myself, why did i ever did what i did. why was i soo selfish, why was i the way i was?maybe the saying is true. you never really learn till you make a mistake? hahaz very true aye?
now my heart aches and as the melody of that song we loved plays in my head i wonder why did it all go awayz. was it a wrong move or is it the reason just solely the reason stated. call it being innocent, call it being obsolutely naive, but why cant i really let go of everything. why do i still yearn for u, wen u are miles apart, wen i m not even in ur agenda. well life as its own mysteries, guess i m in it now. few years down the road, if i were to ever read this blog again, i mite look and say, how naive and innocent i was, or maybe i would be proud that i ever felt this way. there is so much i have inside that i wanna let you know.but like what every normal person mite say back at me. what if he doesnt feel that way, what if he doesnt care one bit. you know what people, i dun actually give a damn, coz whats happening to me, is an effect of what two people did once. well but just like everyone else,my lips have to remain sealed and pray hard that actions will speak louder than words.
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
