you know have ironic it is. i have a extremely large mouth and huge circle of friends. but guess wat i dun have any one friend in particular that truly understaNds how i feel. and that really sucks. on top of which my cliche of friends that i often hang around with are all guys. i have limited gal friends. yeah i mean it LIMITED..hmmz sounds soo much like limited edition, but thats besides the point. i think i can count with less that a hand to show how many girl friends i have. thats sad aint it. somewat yeah. but its not that i cant make friends with girls or have a problem doing so. its just that i find that girls and i have a whole lot of completely different mindset.
Scenario : MAJORITY OF Girls on a fieldtrip Girls walking and stumble upon a mud patch: immediate reaction... EWWWWWwww lets get out of here. i aint walking thru this. my shoes will get dirty. my pants mite get dirty. eww eww eww. classic reaction. Scenario : MAJORITY of GirLS out shopping walking down the street. ouch its soOo hot..the sun is too hot..it will burn my sick. i mite get darker. oh god oh god. i gonna die of cancer. (abit drama mama here)
but thats just basically wat i mean. fer me..i dun care if i got to walk in the sun. i just do.sun is nature and its part of us. just walk. der. mud patch scenario.. i think i will happily sink into it. firstly its fun,secondly its just a mud patch.it doesnt bite nor kill. soo thats my mentality. aint gonna boost of say that i m like a guy or wat. i do have female instincts in me. but its just i aint that petty.
besides me having alot of guy friends. i am having alot of stOOpid unwanted problems. I m soo much in the state of just letting go of ALL. i mean it. i cant take it anymore.Wtf la. hmmz i love and dun get love. fish fish.how long more? hello hello.. angels of love. i want my angel back. u get it??!! this is damn irritating u noe. dun u have any other souls to pick upon besides me?? i M TIRED. get it TIRED..its either i m in love OR out. i dun want to be in between.UNDERSTOOD? hmmz sorrie i m being abit to harsh here.but seriously la.tiring u noe. and not forgetting heart-aching. i yearn fer u. i want u..but then i dunoe wat u seek? not forgetting anything else. he forgot.how sad manz..anywayz i gtg now. my minds bugging me soo much... i feel sick. i m sick
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
