i m indeed very afaird.afaird of something that i used to consider one that was close to my heart. And now i am soo afaird of it. Maybe i have been "blessed" to see the worst of it so much so i start to believe that any replica of it will equate to the worst form of it. i honestly swear that i aint sure whats going on. Whatever thats gonna happen, i really hope it will not lead me to be in the losing end again. thats one thing i have to ensure. coz boy i m sure pist and tired at the outcome that has been brought onto me for the past 2 years. maybe it was just me, being utterly naive; but then again i dun think any amount of naiveness can lead to the amount of exruciating pain i went thru battling the matters of the most vital organ in a human.
i said and promised myself that i will never venture into that arena again, but my promise i guess as failed me again this time round. i dont know whats soo strong in it that no matter how one being tries to avoid it, it will slowly being able to manipulate itself into ones life and make it seem that it aint that bad after all. as for now, all i can say is. time will tell. damn i seriously hate that phrase to the max. it sounds soo pathetic that all u can do is leave it to time. but as pathetic as it seems, that seems like the best sought alternative i have. i dun have a choice dun i?
till then, praying hard i will get well soon tOO.. till then NItez..
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
