Damn looking at things of the past sure does hurt a hell lot. I cant believe i WAS SOO naive manz. I cant believe i was soo Blinded by something i never really know the meaning of to date. LOVE. why do i complain soo much, i wonder. maybe because i see my life being not soo simple compared to many others around me. but then again its wrong to compare and yet it inevitably human nature. Okie lets see hows my life been soo far..
I have been sick with this wonderful cough for close to 3 weeks. gee what nice way to enjoy my holidays. well i guess the stress of school made me this sick. Latest update on my heart. It feels for no one or at least it chooses not to feel anymore.Yesh i cant lie that i dont long for eeerMz, but its just that i am just gonna leave it to time,place and yadda yadda yadda to take its own course. hahaz how ironic, a gal who has constantly been in love after love taking a break for once.The feelings great but each time i take a look and wonder what happened to the previous love, i cant stop but wish when will the right one come, when will i be loved for me and not as anything else, not as a need.i tot i found my angel, but hahaz angel have wings and i guess it decided to make use of them. anywayz no point crying over spilt milk aye? hahaz just waiting for the time, when the 12 roses,one bear and a kiss will come knocking on my door for real. fantasy fantasy something i am greatly famous off.
besides the pathetic matters of the heart which can never be what i seek. i have a whole lotta of other stuff thats going on. I got the internship at ACCENTURE.note its accenture. had a talk with my liason officer and he kinda freaked me and senthil out. Guess what.. working hrs fer most of the time. 9am to 9pm. after 9pm.20 bucks fer taxi fare home. oh gosh. i am afaird, so very afaird that i might not be able to take it. but then again,i went through lotsa hardship b4, hope i can pull thru this. Hahaz my liason office warned us to buck up on our programming IF nOT we are DEAD.wooHOoo WooHoo programming the LoVE of my life.*grins in despair* guess i can never run awayz from it.
Next stop: i got selected in the australs team for debates. IE i will be flying off to new zealand in the month of july for ard 10 days. Gonna get trash, but hope can have some wins. Kinda scared though.well with my ever going to be hectic schedule i am wondering how am i going to squeeze in time for debate practices.How oh How.
besides that, i am taking up Amaths O'lEvel. nope i havent taken it b4.taking it for the sake of wanting to pursue degree in psy. hmmz amaths being a pre-requist. soo far, amaths going fine. hope i can score a distinction. Sunita sunita why do u alwayz have to set high standards for urself? **puzzled** well thats me i guess..
other than that, i hope my cough silences itself ASAP.and i hope prince charming mite enter my life again.hahaz well thats one thing that mite never happen,but doesnt hurt to wish ritez.
anywayz i got to snooze of to bed now, b4 my dad comes in and scolds me for being miss heroine and not rest wen i am sick..
well i m off..see ya soon..
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
