for once. for once after soo long, i feel basically contented with my life. its not that everything is going the way i want it too. sunita life can never the straight and direct way, but nevertheless i feel good. i have evolved. for the better or worse. that is not something for me to decide. the past few months were rocky for me. i mean there was a huge misunderstanding between the close one and me. My careless weird instinct that made me put a wrong foot into a myraid of problems that unfolded. The problems were there, but eventually the problem itself chose to give me a break. thank GOD that happened. now i fine. holding 3 jobs. all of which are student related. Proud to be working for a wonderful student organisation called Spiritmakers. You guys are great. :D soo far i have had 5 projects with them and it has gone pretty well. Admire Coach Edmund for his great student interaction skills. The way he commands the class. First class excellence. His wit and his iniquistive nature working with children, i got to say is something that i hope to strive towards. Definitely looking forward to work more with Spiritmakers. Besides that, i am filling in as a relief teacher at Kranji Primary School. Totally great experience i have got to say. It is alrite besides the morning rush to the school as they call u at 7.00am and ask you to be there by 7.25am,everything else is great. I am considering the fact that i might want to become a primary school teacher. Still weighing the odds though. I mean, the satisifaction i get, walking into the class and interacting with the children is just surplusly rewarding. My encounter with one of the primary six em3 class made me wanna be a teacher and make a difference. 3/4 of the students in the class have already given up the hope of wanting to achieve well in their studies. They were very active students and when i asked them whether was there ever a time, when a teacher came into class and never shouted at them. Their answers were NO. They were constantly scolded and they kinda had the mindset that they will never be able to achieve high. I made them do something during my few hours as their relief teacher. i hope whatever i made them do(a secret), i hope the reflect it and reach their goals. I want to reach out these kind of student. No one is born a loser or an under-achiever. Maybe it is easier for me to understand how they feel because i was or maybe i am going through something like them.
I really hope i get a place in the university i applied for. but looking at the odds of it. I dont think i stand a chance. But no worries, if this university application acceptance fail. i aint going to give up. i know what i want and i will achieve it.
Btw my the other half is off to india for holidays. damn i am feeling freaking lonely. i have never been soo far away from him before.well at least its a good training i guess for NS :D
Dont seek for something that you want badly. Stop seeking and eventually you will get it.
Like An Angel
Sunita- lil princess. craves to be happy and successful.complexed.lovable.
"i dont know much,but i know i love you, and that will be all there is to know"BR>
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
